♥ I missed it ; that was all so beautiful .
Sunday, June 28, 2009 6:01 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
GUYS!!guess wat??I"M BACK!!Feel my body full~~~ OF ENERGY!!hahahahx^^Transform sia!!i can go be transformer liaos^.^ hahahahah!!finally decided to update??lols...cause sian.HAHHAHA.today's so boring...help mummy with chores and all,sat down computer~~Alright,game,msn..woah..still so sian de??Hahaha..guess i'm back high!!then will weird weird de bah?hahhax^^okok...sooo heart is already lightened,feelings and soul back!!whr's my first soul!?omg..still lost!?wat the hell...hahahaha..nvm.will continue look for it?or maybe its already back i dunno?HAHAHA.okok...sooooo shall spend the rest of my day on computer tv and my bed!!GARFIELD.hahha...whole bed theme lei!!same same de!!the cat is sooooo cute canzxc!?hahahahaha!!>.< see lar...post junk...i really dunno wat to post nia...just,HELLO EVEYONE!!JACKSON'S BACK IN ACTION!!HAHAHAx.oh yea,add on,hair cut,needs styling or it would be ugly.still long,and not going to style cause i wan it natural..but,ugly....nvm luhs.hahahha>.< currently chatting with Kaixin and JiaJing...alrights,tats all for today!~SIGNING OFF~BUAI BUAI!

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Friday, June 19, 2009 8:25 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
Short post just to update my blog alittle...omg i lost my maths question paper when i have not touched any questions!!Tml is AMK competetion Marsiling sec sch team is going!!Every1,PLS GIVE US TAT INTERNAL SUPPORT!!hahahax...k tats all rushing to find my maths question paper...SHYT!!!ARGH!


Tuesday, June 16, 2009 5:32 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
Today's Quiz!!

Quiz tagged by Jesper to do it^^

Tag 14 ppl to do this :
1.Shaun
2.MengEnn
3.Jesper
4.KaiXin
5.SiangQin
6.HuiXin
7.Zi Wei
8.HweeMing
9.Kelvin
10.Amelia
11.YuYing
12. SiYun
13.Chin Ann
14.Jess

1.How did u get to meet 7?(Zi Wei)
- Secondary school,Chair and Vice chair workshop.She's so cute!!!
2.What would u do if you and 13 never meet?(Chin Ann)
- Its my rotten luck man!!
3.What would u do if 1 and 12 date?(Shaun and SiYun)
Err...i would wish them last long!!hahahx.but they are Kor-Mei now worhx!
4.Have u ever seen 14 cry? (Jess)
- Nope.
5.Would 4 and 11 be a good couple?(KaiXin and YuYing)
-Nahx..They not lesbians.hahax.
6.Do u think 11 is attractive?(YuYing)
- Erm..should be yes bah..she's a great chatter^.^
7.Whats 2 favourite colour?(MengEnn)
- i think is...blue?hahax.
8.When was the last time u talked to 9?(Kelvin)
- err...Just now-.-
9.What language does 8 speak?(HweeMing)
- English and chinese lo!!normal~~
10.Who is 13 going out with?(ChinAnn)
- Not sure eh??
11.What grade is 12?(SiYun)
-SEC 2 nia..
12.Would u ever date with 10?(Amelia)
-LOLS.why would i date my mummy-.-
13.Where does 5 live?(SiangQin)
-Marsiling @ Blk 204!
14.Whats the best thing bout 3?(Jesper)
-Err...best thing ar...Oh!!when he laughs he is really crazy 0.0
15.What would u want to tell 10 now?(Amelia)
- Mummy mummy!!
16.Whats the best thing bout 8?(HweeMing)
-ermm..duno eh?Badminton perhaps??hahaha.
17.Have u ever kissed 5?(SiangQin)
- No!She's my Mei!-.-
18.What was the best memories u have with 7?(ZiWei)
-Best ar?Its a secret..and i really really missed that memories..so sweet...hahax..
19.When is the last time u are going to see 6?(HuiXin)
-Last time??wat do u mean?
20.How is 14 and 1 different?(Jess And Shaun)
- 14 is a girl while 1 is a boy, 14 is speciallised in CO,1 is speciallised in basketball and drama.
21.Is 6 pretty?(HuiXin)
-She xiao mei mei!Baby face!

22.What was the first impression of 11?(YuYing)
-Kind and offer sweeeeets!!
23.How did u meet 5?(SiangQin)
- Canteen,when chatting with kaixin she joins in the chat^^
24.Is 1 ur best fren?(Shaun)
-No lar.HE IS MY DA GE!!WU LA BA HA!
25.Do u hate 12?(SiYun)
- no lar.
26.Have u ever seen 4 on the last month?(KaiXin)
-yea.cause its still sch-ing period mah!
27.When was the last time u said to 3?(Jesper)
- Err...forgotten-.-
28.Have u been to 5 house?(SiangQin)
-nahx..
29.When is the next time u going to see 10?(Amelia)
-Sch reopens bah.
30.Are u close to 13?(ChinAnn)
-okok lo...He is very very good!!a good senior-role-model!
31.Have u ever been to movie with 4?(KaiXin)
-nope.and i dun really like entering the cinema..hahax.
32.Have u ever gotten into trouble with 8?(HweeMing)
-no lar.i not close with her..so no troubles!hahax.
33.Would u give 2 a hug?(MengEnn)
-lols my hug reserved for -----!!lols..he ar?depends lo.
34.When have u lied to 3 ?( Jesper)
- Err...Nope?
35.Is 1 good in socializing?(Shaun)
-Not really..he very quiet de..


Saturday, June 13, 2009 5:46 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
Will thr even be a next HeR?i dun think so...My confidence..guts...feelings..had all confused me...The chance is gone..the time has past...The chances i have...0.01?argh!no...not so much...its even lesser..an ugly guy trying to get a gal...would it be possible??oh yes it would..provided tat the guy is perfect on the inside..i'm imperfect..Ugly and totally far from perfect...perhaps..this is me.i'm n0-longer Jackson u knew the first five months of secondary sch..i've changed again...changed due to the lost of a soul...lols...childish and retard..but i lost alot..alot...am i going for another gal?would thr be a 4th?and a second?i think...even if thr is a 4th,thr wouldn't be a second...chances??they dun appear,and they wun appear... Shut up Jackson ; u this Ugly dude,simply far from perfect,sux.


Friday, June 12, 2009 8:25 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
Short post.Today went for CIP at woodgrove primary..nth much eventful happened.After CIP went to have lunch at cwp and then to mengenn house!!play play play and its time to go home..hahaha...see.plain and simple day!!lols~~...Since it's such a short post...maybe i'll say some emo stuffs...haiz...HeR.Do i stand a chance??i lost all my guts.Those ppls...Frens or Foes...How do i react?Wat will my next move be?I wan my confidence and guts back!How!?haix...

HuiXin,Patience is the best policy to u now.JiaYous!^^

KaiXin,must remember ta gou gou!!hahax.


Thursday, June 11, 2009 8:15 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
Today went to library!!Go do hmk and study with Shaun,SiangQin and SiangLin!But unfortunately,i step into the library,my mood all gone.really dun feel like doing hmk and all...LOLS.also dunno why-.-Then...do abit here and thr..slack slack joke joke and we went to cwp WalkWalk!!SiangLin like scared of me..her first impression on me is horrible and friendly.LoLs...she say i walk no sound then appear out of nowhr..-.-sianx...SiangQin and SiangLin they all walk first mah..infront.then they go without telling..so i walk towards them,and said..next time wan go must tell us lei.then they tio shock.Worh...i so ghostly mehx??-.-Went around look at bags...Cause i ask siangqin which bag issit tat kaixin wanted mah...then look look see see..went off...Followed Shaun to pastamania after the gals are gone.He ate..err...Pasta lo.LOLS.LaMeR>.< chit chat here and thr..after he finished,we chit chat as we walked...and then went home.oh Oh!!SHAUN GOT HIS HAIR CUT!!DAM SHUAI SIA!!But..shuai shi gou li de lo! he spent 20++ just on tat hairstyle...wat sia..me this poor guy wun afford and bare to even go thr and cut man!!LOLS.I rather be nerd then spending money liddat-.-BUT!!CONCLUSION.SHAUN IS SO DAM SHUAI!hahahahax.

KaiXin!!How i wish today u with us man:(Then can chit chat with u all the while..haiz..really miss u lar!!How i wish got unlimited international balance..then can cor u to chat luh!!haiz...k lar...Looking forward to ur return..Have fun ya.buai...Misses to u...


Sunday, June 7, 2009 7:33 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
The high i got yesterday..Lol..was a high for nth...retarded...i'm really naive...a little thing can made me so happy...in the end...it's just...haiz...nvm...i'm so retard can...lets skip this...Anyways...today was a sunday!!Special olympics at NUS!!Was quite fun on the overall lar..but hor!!its my first time do lines man do until wan slp de lo...ok lar..noe why wan slp?part of the reason is because they seldom hit near the outline and all tat.Then...wah...whole day was siting down looking at the freaking line..sian.morning 5.45 woke up...finish everything head to cwp and waited for miss lim and the school bus to come.When we reached thr,we helped out by bringing tables and chairs into the hall,preparing for everything.soon,the players stroke and the coaches divide them into divisions..i'm not sure wat though.MY FREN VERNON GOT 1ST OKAY!so proud of him^^hahaha...got his number and will cor him out the next time we play badminton or even basketball...and the day goes on and we took school bus home and we received a shirt and went home!alrights.done!hahaa.
I miss KaiXin so much so much!!!


Saturday, June 6, 2009 9:15 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
Morning,sleep till like pig liddat..slping soundly...comfortable sia!!suddenly,BZZZ BZZZ BZZ BZZZ phone vibrate and rang-.-Look at the screen..Shaun!Da Ge cor!!OMG!!BASKETBALL!!7.57 lo!!he say meet at 8 i 7.57 still slping so nicely on bed...AHHAHA...woke up eat here eat thr do everything finish took mengenn's basketball and off i go!!8.13 am ler!!decided to take bus...took out 60 cents waited for the bus...waited for so long...First bus,178!KA-y nvm..can wait...second bus...wah!!look like 913!!can take weeee!!!913E!?(CAN)KAN-i wait...zz..913 come!!WALAO EH.U THIS BLOODY BANGALA DRIVER WHY TAKE SO LONG.KA NI BU NEH NEH!!bus reach cwp...stop,let passenger off..DRIVER WENT DOWN FOR REST!!OI U BLOODY BANGALA COME BACK OR I GO INDIA BRING MAN COME RAMBUT U!!ZZZ...came back...next stop,alight...go fushan garden,saw shaun,mengenn,mengkang and his fren..zzz...8.48 liddat then found out i reach..ma de...took so long...nvm..play play chit chat and my fun day ended....BEST THING HAPPENED IN THE AFTERNOON!!Dun tell u wat it is^^ BUT I'M SO HAPPY SO HAPPY!!hahahah...high dao nia...

To KaiXin Mei.
Eh have fun thr lar...dun need so gan chiong come back see us de...spend ur time thr!u seldom go thr de...so just enjoy ur time thr,we this ppl u come back still can see everyday de!!^.^ <3

To Siang Qin Mei.
NAH!dun say dun have..i post for u lerh!!got lar..got miss u...i wan play basketball with u!!hahahaha...u hor..dun emo lar..kaixin only in malaysia few weeks only..i also miss her alot..but well,let her spend her time thr kays..very long then she can go back once lei..let her play happily!!hahaha...And of course,u too^^ Enjoy ur holiday!!>.<


Thursday, June 4, 2009 8:51 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
How long can i continue my act??If i stop acting..I'll become emo...dam emo!!The pain inside..The hurt...haiz...I think...my act would stop soon...real soon?.......

Kaixin,when u're back..whack me hard kays...i'm going so dam emo...I miss u so much man...


Wednesday, June 3, 2009 7:42 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
Today...wah...Allen so hot sia!!he today torture us like wat..and sure i hate his attitude to me man!And and and!!My muscles sore liao lerh!!in a badminton court,thr are four corners right?and each corner is divided by the middle,which is the net,and the lines on the center dividing the court again..so it makes 4 small court right?We are suppose to each stand at a small court,run to the front,take a shuttle then side run to the back,squat down,jump and turn,squat,jump and turn and squat again.after u finish 3 jump turn squat,throw the shuttle to the front,and run forward to grab another shuttle and repeat the cycle again.Each set,is 10 shuttles..we have to do 4 sets..But we cheated..so i think..we did only...2 to 3 sets??this was considered the torturing bah?cause its the main thing tat made our muscles sore...The rest...its quite okay??AndAnd!!my service fail...i dunno flat push for badminton,he blame me sia!!i just came in badminton during september last year..wat he expect??he placed me with 3 other strong ones..1 sec 3,2 other sec 2s,all in badminton longer than me!!i have not spend even a year in badminton but they did!wat he expect??place me with 3 other pros to practise and because i fail he gave that dissapointed and annoyed look?WAT SIA!?Haiz...blame myself for being too nub luh...Okok,stop being sososo distracted and angry because of today's training,thr's a brighter future ahead!!

To KaiXin my Mei!<3

KaiXin!!Why go malaysia so early...den come back so late!!I miss u dam lot de sia...who's gonna take care of me now??i very sad u noe...well...but nvm lar..u just enjoy playing and spending time in malaysia okays^^ KorKor here missing u...


Monday, June 1, 2009 8:57 PM


♥ Tan Jackson.
I'm nvr the last time me...whr am i now??how many souls am i left with exactly?i'm just retarded...so imperfect...I'm lying to myself..i tot i was going soo soo happy i will find my soul back..but in the end..i lost another soul..why??why is this always happening to me?am i just a guy born for disadvantages??I'm so not worth to be cherished?to be treasured?am i?Who..tell me who...who exactly loves me the most!cares for me the most?in this world..could i ever find someone like tat?alright...fairy tales..are fairy tales..in a real world..its nvr true..hurts...pain.Why do they always find me??Why can't i be the predator and they my prey?why is it the opposite??its so unfair!am i leading a normal life like others?or am i just...not having the qualities to lead a simple life??My life's so simple..yet so complicated..Confusion...curse..watever!thr's everywhr...fake hopes..fake dreams..ALL THOSE ARE LIES RIGHT!?Gals..can u really really let us noe wat u are thinking?u all making us really suffer alot...mainly suffering to noe wat u are thinking and hope we can give u happiness...is tat difficult?So we failed huh??Jackson here...is n0-longer tat joyful..tat hyper..tat childish kid anymore...2 of his souls are gone..how many left??i really wan my two souls back..so i could really really enjoy my life...stead.relationships..do they always end badly?no right??i wan an everlasting 1...a gal..which really really cared about me...its just so sweet...haha...How long...could it take??i wish i wish with all my heart to get this happiness for me and ......StaRWisH*



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T.Jackson

Also known as ROARROAR (:
10 September
15 , Marsiling Sec
Badminton is my passion .
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Songs,

I missed it ; that was all so beautiful .