Monday, May 31, 2010 9:41 PM

我爱你!!!

♥ Tan Jackson.跟你在一起开心的每一秒能让我开心上好几天...

Labels: 我吃醋了...

Sunday, May 30, 2010 8:10 PM

Haix...

♥ Tan Jackson.Haix...Actually came back from malacca with a good mood de...
Then everything happen at the same time... =(
Mengenn can't go exco camp lerhh...
Then while talking to mengenn about badminton and camp stuffs,
Mummy and Uncle nag at me for using the computer...
I didn't use for so long,and i'm not playing...
I'm discussing about school stuffs,i blew my temper off...
Now i'm not in a good mood...I'M VERY SAD and i dunno why...
=( haix...

In the trip,I was thinking of you all along.

Labels: missyoubaby

Thursday, May 27, 2010 2:27 PM

My Fairy Tale

♥ Tan Jackson.Today is a special day to me...
But my heart just hurt so much...
I controlled my tears,I stopped myself from holding my phone.
I'm leaving to malacca tomorrow...
Iwillmissbeesomuch...I'm gonna miss her so dam much...
I just hope she's mine :(

With the necklace encraved with your name,
I wore it on...Every single day...
And imagined you were with me every single second...
A month has passed...
But,it has expired 15 days ago...
What's not going to expire is my love for you...
Because my love for you last a life time.
I'll never forget you,and I will never give up waiting...
You're just all I wanted...
Forgive me for what I've done wrong,Forgive me for what I had not done.
If there is another chance,I wouldn't hesitate but to love you more...

In a clear moonlight,I told the stars that I will only love this Girl,
This perfect girl I have met...I'm trying my best to express my love for her.
And I wonder if she feels it...
I told the stars that she is the brightest star all of them would be jealoused of.
And then,the stars moved together and form the biggest,
the brightest star i ever seen in my life...
This moment,I focused my eyes...
And I saw you...

Labels: My Love For You Will Never End.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010 8:29 PM

You will never be replaced.

♥ Tan Jackson.Waiting for you ; Hold my hand
and I'll take you there,
somehow, someday, somewhere

Labels: 我对你的爱永远不会停止...

Thursday, May 20, 2010 8:06 PM

Babyimissyou ="(

♥ Tan Jackson.Girl,I still love you like i always do...
I will never stop loving you...
Your smile always brighten up my day...
and when our eyes are looking into each other,
i saw nth but you...It feels like i no longer need anyone else..
I hope that moment will just freeze...
I wanna get stuck in that moment!
I would rather stay there and nvr get out.
You're always in my heart,you could never be replace by anyone...
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but it got thrown away.
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away.
So, I wrote your name in my heart and that's where it will stay...
I love you more than any word I can say...
I love you more than every action I take...
I'll be right here loving you till the end...
I mean it...I really mean it!!!
How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me?
How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me?
how can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?
I may die one day,but it's because of you that I will live forever...
My love for you is like time, if you give it just one moment,it will last forever.
Here in my heart,that is where you will be ; you will be with me, here in my heart...
No distance can keep us apart,as long as you are here in my heart...
I would give up anything just to be with you.
Everytime I think of you,I'm sad.
Everytime I hear you're name, I'm mad.
Your love as far as I can see is all I'm ever gonna need.
I've realised that I lost me when I lost you ; I miss you.
They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again...
I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is,
the sun will always set again...
Gal, you know something?
I did three things today ; miss you, miss you,and miss you...
I may not get to see you as often as I like.
I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.
But deep in my heart I truly know,
you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go...
Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day.
Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away..
But i know missing you is part of my life...
And i love missing you ; cause i love you...
Loving you is like a picture with a thousand words.
When you walked into my life and the second your eyes met mine,
I knew you were worth loving,
just like before,just like the first time.
I want to return to the first time,
And love u all over again...can i ? :(
When I found you,I felt as if my heart found its destination.
I guarantee that we'll have tough times,
and I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out.
But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine,
I'll regret it for the rest of my life,
because I know in my heart you're the only one for me....
I heard someone whisper your name,
but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone.
Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you...
Without you there is no love.
Without you there is no me.
Without you there is nothing.
So I'm asking,
Baby,please don't leave... ="(
Do you still love me? I dun wan you to leave...
Come back to me, allow me to love you and care for you...
I want to be the guy tat provides his shoulders to you when you are tired or feeling down,
I want to be the guy tat protects you from getting hurt,and care for you many many...
Do you still love me like i love you so?
IWANTYOU! ONLYYOU! ="(

In her love I am the hero,the king,the poet ;
and alive without her love,I am nothing at all, not even truly alive.

Labels: 想着想着...你, 还爱我吗?

Monday, May 17, 2010 8:07 PM

IMISSYOU :(

♥ Tan Jackson.


I miss the days with you...
I hate days without u :(
I can't wait for that message u gonna send,
I can't wait to noe ur choice...
But i guess,no matter what choice u made,i would respect it..
Thr's nth else i could wish for...
I would only wan you...
I don't love a girl because she's beautiful,
She is beautiful because I love her.
I want to be with you again...
Love knows no reasons,
Love knows no lies.
Love defies all reasons,
Love has no eyes.
But love is not blind,
Love sees but doesn't mind...
I wun mind anything of you,
Ijustwanyourlove,yourheart...
If your asking if I need you the anwser is forever.
If your asking if i'll leave you the anwser is never.
If your asking if I love you, I do,I really do.
I'm jealous of everyone you've ever been with,
because when they held you they were holding my entire world.
You mean the entire world to me...
I dun wan you to leave me ="(
Sometimes the only part of my life that makes sense is the part I share with you.
You dunno how important you are to me...
Maybe i may not be everything to you,
but u are everything to me...
Iloveyou.I swear!
To the world, you may be one person,
but to one person, you may be the world.
Love is just a word until i met you and you gave it a proper meaning...
Gal, ILOVEYOU INEEDYOU IMISSYOU.
Would you be there for me?
Will you allow me to care and to protect you?
I know no circumstances,I wan to love you,
I care no obstacles,I wan to be with you...
My love for you is just like breathing...
When will it ever stop?

My love for you is a journey; Starting at forever, And ending at never.

Labels: Love is you and me and that's all i can see...

Saturday, May 15, 2010 8:20 PM

O.O

Friday, May 14, 2010 5:49 PM

Would i be able to bring happiness to u again?

♥ Tan Jackson.















I wished to talk to you more...I wish to be with you...
I just dun wanna be annoying...
Am I suppose to just stay aside,and wait?
I dunno wat to do now...I'm confused...I'm in a mess...
All i need was u,i need nth,i do not wan anything...
But i just need you,i just wan you...
You're more than enough of my everything...

在雨中,雨不停地下着,一点一滴地滴在我的身上,
就好像千万只枪在对着我发射一样...
在雨中,想着你,想着没有你的世界,
心不停地流着血,就好像雨不停的降落一样...
我好想你,我很需要你...
在给我多一次机会,我不会再犹豫大声说我爱你!
我爱你爱到忘了我是谁...
在你的心里,我还存在吗?
我还是那很烦,很不了解你的陈杰昇吗?
我愿意为你而改变,我真的真的不能没有你...
对不起不了解你的心,对不起不懂得哄你...
让我们从新开始,好吗? 咳....

Chieweng,u dun have to blank your post...
u noe i would and i could read it...I think i'm okay...
all i wan was just her to be mine again...
I regretted for being stubborn...i regretted for being a jerk...
If i would have another chance,I hope i would be a better Boyf for her...

Labels: Laughwithme Tearwithme iloveyouforeverbaby

Thursday, May 13, 2010 3:47 PM

Baby,I wan you backk...

Wednesday, May 12, 2010 12:40 PM

I really really love you.

♥ Tan Jackson.Have u noticed i wore the necklace?
Have u noticed i would bring the necklace everywhr i go?
Staring at it,pictures of u flashed through my mind...
I treasure this relationship alot...I love you alot.
We once said...After exams,we will be together...
But it turns out the other way round...
I understand that u can't cope...
And i just felt useless when i can't do anything to help...
I guess i'm just not perfect for you...
haha...No matter what happens,u'll still have me here :D
I'm just waiting for that chance again...When u are ready...
I hope u'll still talk to me,u will still text me whenever u could...
i hope u'll find me when u're sad,i hope u'll share ur things with me...
I'm here,now and always...Waiting for you...
Do u realise how much i love you?
Once i read that msg...I notice i can't force my smile out anymore...
It doesn't feel good...It hurts okay...
I'm weak,i can't hold this kind of hurt...
I'm crazy over you,why can't i?
I'm sick,I could hardly walk...
And when i see it,it hurts me more than anything...
It feels as though thousands of arrows are shot into me...
I just hope,it wun turn permanent...And that our love doesn't fade...
I hope u'll still love me like i love you so...
Although it is just temporary,but i dunno why it hurts...
Baby,I will let u go,i will wait for that day to arrive again...
come and find me whenever u need me,i will always be there for u...
I wun go for others,i just wan u...i wun forget u,i will nvr forget u...
Haiz...I guess...i shall stop here...Posting next time...
Dun worry,i'm alright...I can understand =)

This idiot here has nvr stop loving u...

Labels: I'll be waiting for you no matter what...

Monday, May 10, 2010 6:09 PM

Lyrics

♥ Tan Jackson.多久了没有你的消息上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪著你你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性对不起不该让你伤心


有时候你会让让我

尽管我大男人发作

有时候你会装作不懂

默默地留一些空间给我

这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里



请你原谅我不懂逗你开心

请你原谅我不懂听你的心

回想这过去我学著让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起
别赌气别任性别放弃


请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护著你
小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的想念的都是你
请你相信一个这样的我

请原谅我对不起对不起

Labels: My 4th blogsong (对不起)

5:25 PM

Today!

♥ Tan Jackson.BACK HOME EARLY.LOL.
I'm seldom back at home so early de right?
Something happened :D
AND I"M GOING TO TELL U NOW!
Today...was a normal day?:D
HISTORY!I think i wouldn't fail this :D
Alrights...so after exam...Sat at canteen awhile...
They walked off...
Then Da Ge Er Ge me and Gavin went to the basketball court...
Didn't intend to play at first...
My heart was really heavy that time...idk why :/
Which actually made me played...
Under the super hot sun,
Didn't eat at all...Played and played and played...
Sports is always the thing that cures me?
Haahhaa =) So if i am playing so happily,why am i back?
HERE COMES. LOL!!!
After playing for really really long, i sat down...
and i almost fainted :/
My head was hurting,I had gastric pain and my leg cramped=.=
COOL SIA.Is like,i played so hard to cure myself,
didn't notice tat i made myself more sick=.=
Now back at home,with a dam reddish skin,down with fever...
Ah lei loo ya.LOL!! :D Thats why i'm back.To rest of course :D
Computer is my rest!! hahaha :)
I notice with my heavy heart,it doesn't feel a thing,
it doesn't hurt when u have a headache,u dun feel sick when u're down with fever...
u dun feel tired at all...u could play all day non-stop and u really dun feel anything...
U dun feel the hurt when u're having gastric pain...u dun feel ur cramp too...
Until when u finally sit down and rest for awhile...the pain rushed into u...
LOL!I'm tired...I'm falling apart...Laughs :D

不知不觉地在书上写了几个字: "是我不够好吗?"

Labels: ARGHHH :/

Sunday, May 9, 2010 2:04 PM

Lalala~ :D

Saturday, May 8, 2010 3:52 PM

=)

♥ Tan Jackson.TODAY!So boring at home :/ nth to do,
Com and com and com...Studying later?Maybe =)
MY HAIR IS LONG!And i'm going for a hair cut soon :D
Alrights Thats all.Buhbye xD

Sometimes it may seem really difficult to express how i really feel...
But deep inside my heart,thr's only you.
You seem to be running in my mind everyday,
Every minute,every second,every moment...
I'm slow,and i dunno how to care for you...
But i would still say,I'll work hard,and give u my very best...
I love you,and i really mean it...
You seem to be the girl tat always change my emotions,
Supergal?hahah =) I dun need any comments from anyone,
You're the only 1 for me,and there wun be a second 1...
I swear that i wun leave you...
I dunno how to describe how much i need you...
I can't afford to lose you because I'm nth without you...
Grab hold my heart,Dun let it go...
Cause i'll grab yours,and glue it with mine...
=)

If the only way to be with you is in my dreams,
then let me sleep forever as long as it can be...

Labels: Girl, You're my one and only.

Friday, May 7, 2010 4:22 PM

Exams!

♥ Tan Jackson.Woah=.= Super exams week.
LOL.Next week more exams!
Plus i'm HOISTING THE FLAG!
wakakkaa.Wonder if i'll do a good job.
Hope that my exams would pass,
and that baby can have good results =)
Will not online so much nowadays.
So....SEE U READERS AFTER EXAMS!! xD

当你累了,我的心同时也累了,酸了,痛了...
你冷漠时,我害怕是我做错事了,
或是你累了,我也会心疼...
请不要怪我想太多,因为我发现我不能不想,
我开始发现我自己好烦...
绕了一圈又一圈,
最后只想借你一个肩膀靠着睡...
是我太爱你了?是我管太多了?
Am I over-reacting?Am I too much?
I just hope to give u happiness,all that I could give...
But I realise...I dunno when u're happy or when u're sad...
Is it the lack of understanding in u?
Or is it that I'm too slow in everything?
I just hope,u dun find me irritating...
Tan Jackson <= He's Love Sick.
Haix...

Labels: Maybe I'm just too much?

Monday, May 3, 2010 11:23 AM

TODAY!

♥ Tan Jackson.今天特别开心的!是什么原因呢?
哈哈哈!不告诉你 =P
Gonna start my revision?
Awww :/

BABY!我好想你哦! =)

Labels: lalala~ =)

12:09 AM

Happy birthday~!

♥ Tan Jackson.HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIUYI!!
Hehe =) Sorry uh :( today cannot pei u go out celebrate.
mummy dun let me go...Then ask me at home do amaths :/
Hope u enjoy ur day!! =)

Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Chiuyi~
Happy Birthday to you =P

Dunno if u would view my blog.
Just posting anyways =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xD

Labels: CHIUYI BIRTHDAY GAL xD

Saturday, May 1, 2010 2:30 PM

Nobody else..

11:03 AM

相信我...

♥ Tan Jackson.和你在一起,想让你天天都开心,
我当然把所有的信任都给了你,
只想着怎么去好好地爱护你,疼爱你...
但,我不需要你现在就完全相信我,
因为,是不可能的...
当你怀疑我,不相信我时,
我都没关系,我只会笑笑地回答说...
宝贝,我了解...
我只求有一天,我会得到你那完完全全的信任...
我看见你时我都会带着笑容,因为我真的好高兴,
好开心能拥有你,完美,独一无二的你...
常常也都会问问自己,你会不会也和我有一样的想法呢?
我是一个很容易开心,也很容易伤心的人,
但在你身边,你总是以可爱的笑容对我说话,
我发现,我根本没有伤心的理由...
有了你,就好像拥有了全世界,
而心理只想着,完美的爱情,也会在人间出现,
或者说,我和你以跑入童话故事里,开开心心地度过每一天...
宝贝,我真好喜欢你,好爱你...
我对你每一分钟每以秒的思念,
你都感受到了吗?

When you look me in the eyes,I saw nth else but you...
At that moment,it seems that its only me and you,
with no one to break us apart...
That feeling is really hard to describe...
No matter wat happens,in any situation,
I wouldn't hesistate to say, I LOVE YOU.
Baby,U're my one and only,the only one i wanted...
I only have a heart, and i gave it to u,
which means,nobody else would enter my life,
and i wouldn't care wat others think...
Because,It is only you that matters to me now...
My trust for u has been completed...
I gave u my highest trust,all that i could give...
For now,I just wish to earn your full trust,
and that we both would last really long... =)
I would give up everything just to earn your happiness.
I can't imagine my life without you...
I need you just so much...
and i hope that happiness would be in your way every single day,
And that ur laughters and smile wouldn't fade away...

Baby,
Would you give me your hand,
and allow me to walk through this arduous path with you,
holding your hand,smiling and laughing away...? =)

Labels: 我好需要你的那份信任...