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Monday, June 1, 2009 8:57 PM
♥ Tan Jackson.I'm nvr the last time me...whr am i now??how many souls am i left with exactly?i'm just retarded...so imperfect...I'm lying to myself..i tot i was going soo soo happy i will find my soul back..but in the end..i lost another soul..why??why is this always happening to me?am i just a guy born for disadvantages??I'm so not worth to be cherished?to be treasured?am i?Who..tell me who...who exactly loves me the most!cares for me the most?in this world..could i ever find someone like tat?alright...fairy tales..are fairy tales..in a real world..its nvr true..hurts...pain.Why do they always find me??Why can't i be the predator and they my prey?why is it the opposite??its so unfair!am i leading a normal life like others?or am i just...not having the qualities to lead a simple life??My life's so simple..yet so complicated..Confusion...curse..watever!thr's everywhr...fake hopes..fake dreams..ALL THOSE ARE LIES RIGHT!?Gals..can u really really let us noe wat u are thinking?u all making us really suffer alot...mainly suffering to noe wat u are thinking and hope we can give u happiness...is tat difficult?So we failed huh??Jackson here...is n0-longer tat joyful..tat hyper..tat childish kid anymore...2 of his souls are gone..how many left??i really wan my two souls back..so i could really really enjoy my life...stead.relationships..do they always end badly?no right??i wan an everlasting 1...a gal..which really really cared about me...its just so sweet...haha...How long...could it take??i wish i wish with all my heart to get this happiness for me and ......StaRWisH* |
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